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I`m a big big girl, in a big big world, it`s all a big big ...
Rainee days, i will always sing tis song, Not considered as sing thou, juz naturally muttering while looking out de windows..
Life runs, time flies..im goin 2 welcome my 20th years soon..oh my my..juz never imagine how fast it was after our graduation, no, should i say, after my form 5..
Sometimes, when u look up upon de sky, would u think bout there`s sum1 else oso looking on de same sky at tis moment? i will. sumtimes..especially when it`s raining. I love rainy days, especially those days wit heavy rain and scary lighting. It makes me feel like i`m refreshed. With de pouring rain, sumhow feels like everythg is being washed. It gives me de energy to revive.
Unfortunately, there is not muc heavy rain in japan. Japan`s rain is different from malay`s. It`s so tiny til u wont feel like it`s raining. It`s like a thin silk lightly covering on ur face, without any annoyed feeling, it`s just so soft n so comfortable. I love tis too. Listening to de softly lightly rain drops of de tiny little rain and de ochestra from de splashing by vechicles and de flow of de water in drain makes me feel so comfortable, so relax, and guiding me 2 deep thoughts. However, perhaps not deep thoughts i think. It is more likely 2 be dreaming, thinking nothg, juz let de tired body n exhausted brain resulted from de daily systematic lifes return to its nature. And oso, i wil desperately missing de old days n de old frens n unlimitedly repeat n repeat imagining de times v have spent 2gthr. Every1. every1 tat have been in my life. every1 tat i had almost forgotten. every1 tat was so near n so far. Every1 tat i appreciate.
Freinds, if u r reading tis, whether v r closed or not, juz wan2 let u noe, thanks for being in my life.